hAiRcUt!

i cut mi hair!!!..
lol..
its a perfectli NORMAL and TYPICAL style w layers..
n so NOT japanese cartooni..
especialli not hello kitti.
*smile*

anyway, went back to whitley to collect cca letter todae..
apparentli, we hav to join an internal cca b4 we're recognised to b in GB..
to encourage school spirit or sometink..
so we're gonna join BRIDGE club!!!
muahaha..!
hehe..
cos its a slacker cca and all we hav to do is sit down n play poker cards..
BUT that means my wed's taken..
n w THREE remedials on mon,
all my weekdays are packed with activities tt last till 4 to 5!
*sob*
oh well..
there goes my social life..

oh n napfa test is next week!!!
ahh..
i'm gonna do reali badli..
so far i'm super slack in pe..
onli exception was when i din walk cept for 100m on mon n got 11.4mins for 6 rounds..
other than tt tink i'm like the last few..
lol..
but now my leg's achin so tink i'll walk again tmr..
k, i noe i'm hopeless..

Tuckie passed his math test.. =)
*grin*
*ahem*

btw wats the difference btw girls from girls school n mixed schools?
audris, socks and zardson n all said they tot i was from an all girls sch..
but is tt good?

lol..
i tink my class is criticalli short of girls..
seriousli..
the guys are so deprived!
picture this:
J2 girls come down to look fer sport heats volunteers n suddenli all the guys are at the door!
then cos my class's overlookin the tennis courts,
all of them had to crowd all around the window when the SA girls arrive in their tennis skirts!
sigh..
*shakes head*
hehe..

went to macs fer makan..
was supposed to plan night outin but ended up bareli doin anytink..
hung out at j8..
*yawn*
gettin sleep deprived..

uPdAte.. =)

lol..
for STEPHANIE meimei's sake, i shall be oh so sweet and update my bloggie..
hehe..
kae steph?

oh but first!
WHY oh WHY!
why mus festpiel be cancelled and the school's musical be in the school hall tis yr?
it was supposed to be in the esplanade!!
=(

started teachin tuckie bestie last week..
teachin again tmr..
lol..
hopefulli i'm understandable..
muz get good grades fer math fer O's ah bestie!!.. =)

i'm practicalli swimmin, no, drownin, in my hmwk..
now i kinda regret withdrewin fer 1st 3 months..
cos now its like normal lessons n hmwk PLUS remedials and hmwk fer 1st 3 mths!
*covers eyes*
so scary..
math's not tt bad..
but ECONS! i'm jus gonna die under the curse of the adam's famili..
*sob*

goin fer nyaa silver tis year..
tania had the idea of usin salsa as one component..
lol..
Bjorni dear,.. you're gonna join if i do rite?
*evil laugh*
no choice, you promised! =p

oh ya n aunt chelsia came back from the states..
i got hot pink boy shorts, purple spagg top and err.. *-st*ing?
haha..
silli..
n i hav to sae tis!!
she bought randy a name carplate but cudnt find bjorn's name..
so, she bought peanut butter reeses fer him..
two packets..
den i left it on my bed and tam and tania finished one!!!
*shakes finger*
bad!

went to watch the pacifier w bjorn after sch yest..
its cute!
lol..
now i wanna watch the weddin planner!!..
*grin*

oh ya saw pangi and siyu and shiying and royston and all at j8 jus now..
was on e way home w ted..
so happi =)
i miss you guys!!!
alot alot!!
sorri din reali stay long to talk..
lets catch up soon k?

oh oh forgot to mention tt i had a mini class play tis mornin..
i acted snobbella..
lol..
cant stand her..
but it turned out fun..
i'm goin to join GB as cca..
yeah!!

*SCREAM!!*

left hanging..
there's nothin to depend on now..
new beginnings, new hopes they say..
but y dun i feel tis way..
sometimes i jus wish i cud fly away..
away from tis insanity..
self-pity..
if onli growin up wasnt so difficult..
hidin behind a fascade of deliberate cheeriness..
disguisin all the uncertainness..
a gaudy procession of rollick..
deportin myself to be tis way..
prayin that i'll start believin its all ok..

but again, i'm not alone..
perhaps its juz a passin phase.
hopefulli..
i'll learn you see..
just give me time..
i'll draw strength..
its not tat bad..
we're all together in tis..
stop the complainin..
stop the blame-pushin..
its not the place..
its not the people..
i shud start adaptin..
refrain from clingin to past ages long belonged to memories..
we'll still be there fer one another..
bein receptive wont change that..
time will tell..